Friends in Porn

If anyone is wondering what they can get me for my birthday that is NOT Giants related, you may get me this video. It's call My College Porno and it's from one of my favorite studios, Shane's World.

So, I get home from work tonight and it's been a long day for me. I had my date with the gym, a wake for my friend Paula's father and then work. The wake was ok, just draining, as all wakes are. I was happy that everyone at work was understanding that I go to the wake and I was there for about an hour and a half. I got to work and it was no big deal. It would have been a disaster if I tried that in NYC.

So I get home, contemplate what to write about and my mind wanders to porno. I was having some hot conversations with a reader and as I was going through the X-Tube channels I realized I hadn't checked out my usual Porn sites in a while.

My favorite site is Shane's World. I discovered it in college and it's amazing. It's straight porn, but most of their movies have the HOTTEST guys. The all american frat boy type that I love oh so much. I navigated to the "Trailers" section and saw a new title called, "My College Porno"

I start watching the trailer, first guy is cute then ALL OF A SUDDEN... WHAM! He comes on the screen.

Trailer Above, Myspace Pic Below.

Holy Shit, that's my friend Mark from high school going by John Diego or something, I couldn't make it out, but there he was, having sex with some porno chicks posing as college co-eds. I have known Mark since 7th grade and saw what he was packing while playing football in high school but never saw him hard. Not only is it hot, I want someone to buy me the video for my birthday... I mean, I really hope someone does.

I have been waiting for a day like this to come. I have been wondering why I haven't seen a picture of someone I know, naked, on those websites that have archived webcam pics. A guy I used to hook up with, Mike, is on DudeTube all the time. But that's not the same.

Honestly, it's pretty hot watching it and I am debating on leaving him a post calling him Diego. Check out his performance and let me know what you think.

Riley Skinner

This everyone is Wake Forest Freshman QB Riley Skinner. With Leather shared with me these pictures of Riley, who apparently loves to show off his body and cock to anyone who will look.

Click the picture for some almost NSFW pictures!

BTW, With leather is a sports blog. It's a long story on how they got the title... but I swear to you it's a sports blog.

Anyone else at Wake Forest seen these pixxx?

Clarification

Clarification

“Ahhh, JP. Seems it wasn't long ago that you were happy as a pig in shit about how lucky and fortunate your recent life has been. Maybe you need to backtrack a little and re-read that post. Sorry I'm not able to muster a little more sympathy for you.....because you are a damn lucky bastard!”

I want to thank Icon for the comment and wanted to clarify my feelings a little better. When I wrote that post I was feeling pretty shitty about getting dumped for a date. Dating life has been pretty awful as of late.

That doesn’t really matter because I am focusing on ME! I have lost 9lbs so far since January 1st and my workouts are getting HARDCORE with a free trainer and nutritionist here at work.

I am a lucky bastard, I know that.

Thank you Icon… I know I am lucky!

Go Giants!

Go Me!

"So what's a twink?"

Thanks to everyone who posted comments on my last post about my blown date on Friday night. I ended up calling a fraternity brother of mine who lives down near New Haven to hang out. We met up and went to a college hockey game and then met up with a few more guys to grab some burgers and beer. So macho right?

I told them about the blown off date, which got us on a conversation about dating and how much of a mind fuck it can be. Should I call? How should I phrase the text? We read WAY too much into stuff. As we waited for our burgers to come one of my buddies turns to me and asks me the funniest question in the world.

Derrick: What's a Twink?

I almost fall out of the booth laughing. The conversation then moves to the different classifications of gay men and each guy then wants to know what type they are.

This was about a 20 minute conversation about who was a bear, cub, twink, and I called one a power bottom and wouldn't explain it to him and told him to look it up when we got back to his apartment. He was a little pissed off but laughed it off.

I have a three day weekend coming up to celebrate my birthday and the super bowl... I can't wait!!!

Anyone wanna hang Friday?

In my last post, I brought up that I had a date on Friday. I brought up to a few people that I had an over whelming feeling that I was going to get stood up on this date. I was told to calm down. I am at work, dealing with a co-worker of mine who has been trying to set me up for failure, which my bosses knew about before I did, and I got an I'm from the guy I am supposed to be going on a date with… after a few minutes he says out of the blue…

“yo i think i gotta call off our big plans for tomorrow. i'm gonna head into nyc straight from work, thought i'd be going sat”

Great. My date has been called off and I have NOTHING to do on Friday night. My best friend won’t call me back and I feel like shit.

Not to mention a bunch of work drama… WHAT THE FUCK!

Seriously, when does Karma come around and help me out?????

Wow

You have no idea how excited I am about the Giants right now. The team had me down a bunch during the season and now they have me really excited!

For those out there who ARE Giants fans, Lawrence Tynes will be on Letterman tonight. Tynes kicked the winning field goal against the Packers to send them to the Super Bowl. So crazy!

Also, anyone with an Eli Manning jersey or named Eli, can get in for free tomorrow night at the NY Titans Professional Lax game. Pretty sweet deal eh?

Another reason to be excited is I have a date on Friday. Check this out... After having a tire blow out and my spare tire having a hole in it, I didn't get to NYC on Saturday night as I had planned. A friend of mine called me asked me what I was doing, I talked about the tires and he said he would pick me up and take me to a gay bar in New Haven to raise my spirits.

We get to the bar and we run into a few mutual friends which was bizzare. As the night goes on I spot this really cute Latino looking guy. Really cute, preppy, all around hot.

We put him on the back burner and go about our night. I get home, check facebook and all that and I had an e-mail from Match.com. It was the Latino.

We get to chatting over the next few days and before I get any kind of hope up I want to share this with all of you...

He recently moved to CT for a job from New York City. He Loves the New York Giants and Yankees. I think I may stop there because I have a woody just thinking about it. We have a dinner date on Friday. I'll see how it goes.

Super Bowl Bound!!!!

YES... THOSE ARE MY SUPER BOWL TICKETS!!!!!!!

Cloverfield

I can't wait to see this movie!

Work Crush

So last night, as the night wore on, I had to coordinate with a producer in the field to get video back here to Connecticut. No Problem. I asked my boss to assign me a Production Assistant so I could keep him in the loop about what was going on... when my boss said his name my heart skipped a beat... it was work crush.

I called to talk to him about what was happening and what he needed to do and he was on board. His voice sounded sure of himself that he could handle it, confident. There was also something there I could not peg. I don't know what it was.

I had to e-mail him some information as well and as I wrote out the info, I had to ask some form of question. So I decided to write, "Thanks for all the help. How are you liking working here?"

I sent it and thought to myself... WHY DID YOU DO THAT!

10 minutes go by and while he is waiting to get started he respond back telling me about himself. We e-mailed back and forth throughout the night. It was a great night. I may or may not have had a naughty dream about him last night...

SIGH... work crushes are always fun!

Fake Jessica

The New York Post has been pretty hilarious with the whole Tony Romo-Jessica Simpson saga. They had a look-a-like in the stands last Sunday and they brought her to NEW YORK to tour the city and she even recieved a new jersey to wear on the Subway and E! gave her a NY Giants pendant.






This Sunday, the Giants will re-new a rivalry with the Packers. A rivalry from back in the 50's and 60's, when the New York Giants were kings of New York. The NY Times looks back at the rivalry when the Giants were in the championship game every year, and losing to the Packers, Colts and Bears.

The Giants have grown into a team. They are the team that New York and the tri-state area has got behind. You all think I am crazy, but win or lose, the Giants have made me smile this season. Wellington Mara would have LOVED this.

Any other Gay Giants fans out there as excited as I am?

Updates!

This post is all about updates!

First... my new cable system is awesome. I have a box in my room and have been loving coming home and watching TV that has all my favorite channels on one lineup. What is also great is that I can watch what is stored on the DVR in the living room while in my bedroom! I love it.

Second, Apple released the iPhone 1.1.3 update that has all kinds of fun features. I can make my own home screen... Google maps can tell me where I am and give directions a lot better, multiple recipient text messages... I am in love. Apple also released the new Macbook Air. K wrote about the new Macbook so check it out.

My Macbook is almost 2 years old now! I have been looking at iMac desktops to do a bunch of my photo video editing but now that I see the Air... GOD... Apple... you have taken my life!

Link Updates!

I added a bunch of links to my blog roll. They are all blogs and sites that I read. Some that I did add were Closet Frat Boy (Always support the Greeks) Paint the Blog Orange, Closet only Child... did I forget anyone?

I also added two others...

Check out Starr Fucker. He describes himself best in his bio, "I moved to LA to complete my education in Photography and to pursue a career as an Artist. Like many people who own a camera I found myself taking pictures of sex... one thing led to another and soon there I was running porn sites, producing porn events, and learning a lot about the business of the naked man.
It was all a beautiful craziness that soon developed and settled down into a nice low-key alternative...."

Porn has always interested me since I was old enough to download it. What is it with men and porn? Anyway, the second link is turning into a post of it's own so be on the look out.

Giants make History!

This should have been the first thing I posted today but there have been some problems. When I got home on Sunday night we had no power here at my place.

I also woke up at 9am to have the cable guy here giving us new cable and internet so I could not post, then I had work. So here we go...

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!

The New York Giants will be playing the Green Bay Packers on Sunday and I plan on being in New York City to watch the NFC Championship game....

WOW... I just wrote New York Giants and NFC Championship game!

I watched the game at work and was VERY nervous throughout the game. The end of the game was nerve racking. I was trading text messages with my sister, cousin, best freind, so many people... Once the Giants won the game on the interception, it made it a LOT better!

The New York Post Sent a FAKE Jessica Simpson to the Giants/Cowboys game.

Remember that LA Flirtation...

Remember that flirtation that I had with Los Angeles? Well, I did not take the job and am now in Connecticut, as you all know and it looks like I made the right choice!

A guy I met while out in Los Angeles ended up taking the job. We kept in touch over Facebook and e-mail and I got a message from him tonight while at work... he lost his job due to the writers strike.

As everyone has noticed, the writers strike is really hurting scripted programming.

I brought this up to my boss tonight at work, who by the way tolld me that she sees me taking her position in a few years because I have "it". She said that it was meant to be.

It really must have been my destiny to be here!

Minnesota...

My weekend has started off with a bang. No, not that kind of bang... I wish. I was sort of a waste yesterday... I slept in, watched TV and caught up on some phone calls I needed to make. It is also my off day at the gymnasium, for now.

My roommate got home and we decided to head down to Oracle in New Haven for the night. We had some cocktails before we left and got down to New Haven feeling good. There were three of us... Roomie, Alberto and I headed for the bar and I got the first round.

Alberto said that the bar us almost always hit or miss. We walked in and it looked like it might have been a miss. There was a really cute boy near the door with a gaggle of straight girls fawning over the masculine bartender. He was cute. I tried to gauge if he was straight, and he was... although, when I closed out my tab he gave me a big thank you.

We left the front bar and drank in the back near the dance floor. I was checking out the place and thats when I saw him. He was ordering drinks at the bar and I thought he was cute. He looked a LOT like my friend Rader who is a hockey player in Michigan. I chat him up and find out his name is Thane. Blonde hair, blue eyes, athletic build... totally my type.

We talked a little hockey, he asked me what I do and we talked about my job and his interest got peeked. After 5 minutes of solid conversation he was still there talking, even though he had ordered two drinks. He told me he was in town from Minneapolis visiting his friend and was out having a good time with him, yet he was staying and talking with me.

He headed out to the dance floor to give his friend his drink while I returned to roomie and Alberto. Roomie was excited and I said that he was straight to which he said, "No straight boy has a 5 minute conversation at a gay bar with another guy." Such a good point. A few minutes later we headed to the dance floor.

I saw him dancing to the techno music and was a pretty good dancer. I made my way over and started dancing near him, he saw me, shot me a smile and I moved in closer. We danced for a little bit, not touching, just next to eachother... he leaned in and asked me if I smoked...

I do not smoke. It's a big turn off for me. It had been so long since my mojo had really been on so I brought out the A Game. "I don't smoke, but I'll go outside with you." He smiled.

We worked out way outside and he leaned up against the wall and we got to talking. He asked me why I was talking to him, I said he was cute... duh.

I asked him if he had a girlfriend... or boyfriend... kept it open to see the response. He was single. "I don't have a girlfriend"

Damn... but he still asked me to come outside with him.. he continued...

"If you caught me three months ago I would have told you I was kinda seeing someone. He was a jerk"

My heart jumped for joy! Thane and I talked about a bunch of random stuff outside. He showed me his nipple ring, let me play with it. The rest of the night was spent outside talking. My roommate called me a few times and I told him I had to sign my tab. I told him it was great meeting him, he said he comes to CT often to visit and would see me again. If I wanted a kiss next time I had to shave because he likes a smooth face.

My A-Game was on, but it felt good just being out again and talking to guys.

The rest of the night is blurry from there and apparently I was a mess after that. I woke up this morning on the couch... yup. The couch.

Happy Founders Day!!!

"On the cold night of January 10, 1899, students of Illinois Wesleyan University, in the small Midwestern town of Bloomington, had just returned from the Christmas holidays when Joseph L. Settles went to the room occupied by James C. McNutt and Clarence A. Mayer at 504 East Locust Street to discuss the organization of a new society on campus. Joined immediately by Owen I. Truitt and C. Roy Atkinson, these five students created the first set of regulations for the Knights of Classic Lore, a society whose avowed purpose was "to aid college men in mental, moral, and social development."


This fraternity, called the Knights of Classic Lore would go on to become Tau Kappa Epsilon, my fraternity. Teke's as we are called celebrate all over the world and today is no different. I have already got a few texts from guys wishing me a happy founders day.

There are some great ideas set forth in fraternal organizations. What it boils down to for some is who has the best parties. But for others, when you look at the values of the organizations, it makes sense.

For any TKE's out there that may be reading, Happy Founders Day. YITB

Post Secret

I am a big fan of Post Secret. I always have been. I sent a secret in and have yet to see it featured in a book or on the blog. These two are from the recent post and stuck out in my mind.

No, I do not do this. It reminded me of being a freshman in high school and playing football. Why do you ask? I knew this would peek some interests...

Most of the guys on the team that I was close with, I had known since I was 7 years old. We have been growing up togther and were not shy about sharing stories. The day of our first game as a freshman team our star running back Joey was dressing at his locker and said how relieved he was after jerking off before our first game. A lot of us in the immediate area asked him where he jerked off and he said the handicapped bathroom in the Gym B Locker room. We laughed it off.

Joey had an amazing game. We played an opponent and he ran for over 100 yards and two scores. From there on out guys on the team would try to out do eachother telling of where they jerked off, or did something with their girlfriend for good luck. We went undefeated that season.

Ok, I know one of you wrote this....

This cutie is Grant Gilles... he took up residence in one of Brown University's libraries for over 3 weeks to study for finals. You can read about his adventure over at Ivy Gate.

He reminds me of a guy I knew once... sigh...

Being Blunt

After work last night I did some blog writing, wrote in my personal journal and idea book for a few hours. It's been great to get a bunch of ideas down on paper and write some stuff out that has been in my head.

I had been writing part of a blog and saw that "D" was online. This was a guy from CT, studing to be a Doctor, and I hadn't talked to him since seeing a movie with him a few weeks ago. I decided to just be blunt and say hello and tell him what was on my mind. It was a good idea.

It was frustrating saying hi to someone who had not said hi, returned texts in weeks after having constant IMs and text messages. I knew that it really wouldn't work out with where I live and the hours I work.

The way he left it was "On my end, I have different wants and needs... I am always down to hang out, but as friends."

Grrr...It's frustrating, but life. Billy has been dating here and there and navigating the dating world is pretty much a second full time job for those who are looking. JR had a date that went very well with a REALLY cute guy and it's about time he got his ass out there and went on a date.

Pretty much, at this point in life, as much as I want a boyfriend, as lonely as I feel at times, I know that right now, with my hours it's near impossible to try and make something work. Who knows what will happen. I am focusing on ME right now.

Tony goes to Mexico

Mexican American / Cowboys QB Tony Romo spent his "bye weekend" in Mexico with Jessica Simpson. This has thrown Cowboys fans into a tizzy...

The Cowboys have not played very well down the stretch. They lost 2 of their last 3 games, including the season finale where Romo did not play good at all against the Redskins. Fans wanted to hear that the QB was working out and watching game film.

My favorite quote came from my mother who said to me today on the phone, "I hope that slam pig wore him out this weekend so he plays as bad as he looks."

My mother is a catholic school teacher and a die hard Giants fan.

GO BIG BLUE!

Observations from the Weekend

This weekend was eye opening for me. Not only did my Giants give me a win, I learned a lot about how my body is taking to working out. Saturday was a good day of sleeping in late, doing some laundry and watching football on TV.

I was joined on AIM by Justin, who helped me with my pregame drinking. I was supposed to head out to a conference in Pennsylvania for my fraternity, but decided that I needed some ME time this weekend.

I started drinking some Jack and Gingers and my roomie got home. I had made plans with him to go out that night in Hartford. Now, Hartford is not New York by any means. We still have fun when we go out.

We went out to this Irish pub near the Civic Center downtown and watched the end of the Pittsburgh/Jacksonville game. Joining us on our night out was a friend of the roomie (who also works where we work) and his new “boy friend”. They are not dating, per say. Here is the story:

Our mutual friend, SB, is a good looking guy. About 31 years old, in good shape and is a pretty big sports fan. Too bad he is one of those Patriots/red Sox people but not everyone is perfect.

His interest is what made the night. A 21 year old Italian jock. Italian Jock is about 6’4ish and is in his senior year of college. He is very straight acting and a big fan of the red Sox and the Dallas Cowboys. UGH, The Cowboys. We watched the end of the game, made some good conversation about the playoffs, SB took some jabs at my New York sports allegiances, no big deal… I’m a big boy.

SB and Italian Jock called it a night and left because SB wanted to “see a band that was performing down the road” more like he wanted to spend time with his new guy.

After they left Roomie and I did our post game analysis of the two and the immediate conclusion is that Italian Jock is HOT and SB is really lucky to have found a guy with common interests as him. Guys like that are pretty rare.

I kept drinking, tried to get my roomie to talk to this guy that was eyeing him at the bar, but he did not. Roomie does good in the guy dept lately.

As I kept drinking my emotions took over. It wasn’t till we were at After Hours that I started feeling it. Roomie and I went to a diner, talked and when I got home we watched a movie (more on that later)

I felt like crap when I woke up and realized I ate all kinds of horrible food at the diner and really didn’t need it, but food has always made me feel better. My conclusion right now is that I need to stop eating like that late at night and all day. I have been pretty good with the new workout regimen and a big thanks to Cooper who has posted some of the workouts he has been doing. It’s helping me out.

A big thanks to a bunch of people I have talked to about this.

Now the movie we watched. Roomie likes to NetFlix random movies and watch them late night. This one was called Locked Up. All we knew going into it was that it was a love story that takes place in a German prison. It “stars” Marcel Schlutt who starts the movie off coming into prison and stripping down to show off a pretty big piece between his legs. While the movie goes on, we notice that it's like a porn without all the sex. Apparently, that is what it was. The US version on NetFlix is the softcore version that shows naked guys, some hard cocks and a "shower rape scene" but in Germany the movie scenes are extended to pretty hardcore scenes.

Marcel (NSFW), pictured to the left, has some inetresting credits on IMDB including "Cruising Budapest 2" and "Scrum!" Needless to say, the movie was laughable and made the night better for me.

Late Christmas Gift

JP is a VERY happy guy right now. Most of you that have met me and/or talked to me knows that I am pretty much obsessed with the New York Giants. I am the ultimate fan when it comes to the G-Men.

Sunday, New York gave me a late Christmas present... their first playoff win since the 2000 NFC Championship game.

Over the course of the season, Eli Manning has really pissed me off. I am not going to lie. I told my father and other big blue faithful that I would only give him one more year to win me over and give me confidence in him to lead this team.
This is the first time I have seen Eli show some RAW emotion on the playing field. Fitting that the Giants won at Raymond James Stadium, the site of their last Super Bowl appearance where they lost to Baltimore.

Next week, the New York Football Giants head to Dallas to take on the Cowgirls. an NFC East rivalry that will have me cursing and worrying my ass off the entire game.


Jeff Garcia, as a starter, has beat the Giants in the playoffs twice with two different teams. 3rd time was not the charm, the Giants won a pretty solid game. Next week will be the 3rd time they face the Cowboys... I am seeing a theme...
Amani Toomer, the GOAT (Greatest of All Time) Exits RayJay with the Giants faithful cheering them on in Tampa. The Giants have always been a great road team when it comes to fans.

Look for some more posts about the Giants soon.

Poem

I really miss the New York City Subway and New York in general. While on the subway, there was always time for me to get lost in a notebook while on my journey. I am a little bit of a notebook whore. Legal pads, notebooks, journals... I have a bunch. I also have used many of these to write down my thoughts and other creative ideas.

I came across a poem last night that I had written. I have never been one for poetry. The poem is part of 4 pages that I had written one day while on the Subway and waiting for someone at West 4th Street. Minutes turned into hours and I found myself at a bar watching the Yankees game on Macdougal Street.

Here is the poem I wrote:

WAITING

Waiting, Always Waiting
For someone, something
At West Fourth
In a sea of people, always looking.

It happens for a reason
Looking for that Hollywood perfect
that does not exsist.

A connection that is more than physical
A connection that will last

Lonely, Isolated
In a city of millions.

Friends are what matter most.

It happens for a reason
Friends happen.
Last forever.

===========================

Now, After I read this back to myself I was like, WOW, I should share this with people. See what others think. I have never really written poetry, well, poems that were not for a school assignment... I have shared it on Facebook and Myspace and wanted to bring it to you. Please let me know what you think of the poem.

Matt Leinart?

I was greeted at work yesterday to a newsroom full of people that could not wait for my arrival. Since I had to work on New Years Eve and the gym here at work was closed (more on that later) I decided to treat myself to some lunch and a movie.

I am not going to lie, New Years was fairly depressing this year for me. I was working, again, but was out about an hour after the ball dropped. Instead of going out to a bar I decided to go home and take some time to write and have a drink. I know, lame

So back to New Years Day, I walked into the newsroom and my boss and two other editorial types came up to me and made my day.
They had been watching the Rose Bowl and noticed Matt leinart on the sidelines. Instantly they all came to the conclusion that I looked like Matt Leinart. I was flattered.

Leinart is a good looking guy. Most quarterbacks in the NFL are in great shape, have amazing bodies and are pretty much bred to be hot. There are exceptions, but for the most part I am right.

Just check out Brady Quinn on New Years (Courtesy Towleroad)

Anyway, as I had said earlier in the post, the gym here at work was closed on New Years Day. I found that pretty random that the gym, which is 95% of every ones new years resolution, was closed. The usual suspects were there today. I really am on my way to a great 2008!

Grrrr, I hate rhyming.

Happy New Year!

Ahh 2007… It was a fun year… I got a great new job and moved back to Connecticut. While I am still getting used to living in the suburbs here in CT, Looking back at 2007 it was a year that I came out to many more people and became more comfortable with who I am. I owe a lot of that to my buddy Tony. He's been a big catalyst in becoming more comfortable going to gay bars.

I met so many new people. Cooper, Brechi along with Billy became fast friends in 2007. There were other bloggers that I met along the way and others that I have become “friends” with online.

There were the regular assholes that I met along the way. The ones you meet out at a bar and don't call back. There were those who did call and became good friends.

I don’t do resolutions. I like to think that I will be healthier and achieve a bunch of goals that I have set for myself over the next month and year.

Happy New Year everyone! I hope its better than 2007!