Yesterday I felt 100% better than I did Wednesday night. Maybe it was because I slept it off… I do know that I came to the realization that his immaturity is what killed me.
A commenter Ryan brought up an article about a similar situation. While, I know he is a real person and student from Facebook and also a common friend between us, doubt he was a fake. There are a lot of maybes.. I won't really know until I talk to him directly. Until then he is out of sight, out of mind.
I thought about traveling up to see him… but that would be too weird. Hollywood romantic, but weird.
I feel really good, am back in the gym… hitting it hard… and feeling good.
Thank you everyone!