After reading the comments I would like to thank Anonymous x2, Kyle, Thomas, Godfrey, Dave and borg queen for being honest. I spent some time reflecting on what you had said as well as talking with some of my closest friends.
Friday I ended up getting a text from Yalie. He said that he has been sick and has been in bed and didn't think he would make it. I did not respond. About 10 minutes after I got the text I had about 5 calls in a row from friends who wanted to catch up. Seeing how it's Easter weekend for Christians, a lot of my friends are home to see family and I also seem to get calls from friends who are coming back to the area.
My friend Shane came into town to see his new quasi-boyfriend since he is moving back to Connecticut. I hadn't talked to him since last week when I had made plans with Yalie. We talked and he came over with a bottle of Jack.
We talked about it and he said everything left in the comments of the last entry.
He took me out to a bar/club in New Haven to drink and hang out. It felt good.
I think I needed to go through all of this to realize that it's not the end of the world that some douche doesn't want to hang out with me.
While I was out at the bar, I ran into this guy Ryan. He's 25 and also works in TV. He and I worked at a summer camp back when I was in high school. We started talking and it was a really fun conversation.
We ended up talking tonight after I got home from dinner and a movie with my buddy Chris. He knows the Yalie and I was talking about him and he had the exact same thing happen to him, but he at least got a flat out "No" answer out of him. Turns out he is into guys but will only hook up with 2 guys who happen to be a couple. I got the dirt and makes me feel better knowing that it's not me it's him.
I have more important things to worry about like my writing.