"Why don't you have a boyfriend?"

Reid: u are far to sweet and adoreable to be single, any man would be crazy not to want you

That was said by my friend Reid last night on an AIM conversation. It's such a compliment but at the same time it's such a downer. Am I doing something wrong? Do I not look good? Cooper squashed those thoughts last night with the "you get laid more than anyone I know"... and said that I have a nice ass. Thank You Cooper for the boost in self esteem.

My friend Paula, of Real World fame, told me to read the book "He's just not that into you" because it helped her with a new perspective on guys and dating. I don't know if it will help a gay guy but who knows. I'm willing to try anything at this point. I just want her to hook me up with cute, sane guys from the Inferno!
What I do know is that I have a lot to offer another man here in New York. I just have to wait for the "right guy" to come along. Jovanni was also at GYM last night and asked me what my type is. I need to come up with a type of guy that I want? Hmmm... how about Not Crazy., into sports, cute and can hold an inteligent conversation? Sound good to you?

Anyway... I just needed to bitch before I headed off to bed. I am meeting Cooper and Billy for dinner tonight... Chris may be coming too... it's still up in the air with him. I am sure we will have a conversation about this over dinner.