Work was very busy today. Just a lot of busy work to be done. I got the GREAT news that I am working Christmas Eve into Christmas Day... no big deal... THEN I saw I was working 8pm to 11am on News Years Eve into Day... that pist me off more than anything. I mean, I did not have any plans or anything (or anyone to make out with when the ball drops) it just put me in a bad mood. I did some Christmas shopping, and went to the closest subway station to head home and waited 20 minutes for a train to show up.
I get home, fire up the laptop, get ready to go hit the gym for a little bit and my bitchy roommate pops out of her bedroom. This whole apartment deal is a LONNNG story and anyway, I have to be out of my room by Feb. 1st. (My birthday is on the 3rd!)
I am just bummed because I like my apartment, but I am not on the lease and its really not the most ideal situation for me to be living in.
Anyway, I know I could go off and explain the WHOLE situation but it is so long and I guess I am just bummed out. Between not really having a Holiday season, working my ass off on strange hours and having to find a new apartment I am stressing out.
Maybe this is what I needed? I push to move out, quit my job and move to California? I just don't know what's up and I don't want to quit my job and not have one for a year and regret leaving working at a network. So much bullshit, I am eating like shit again and I am barely getting to the gym 3 days a week. UGH!!!! When will it end.